Tomorrow i am going to buy myself a football. I am 31 years old . I am gona buy myself a football . a nice leather one . shining white and balck one where the threads of the leather are clean and strong.

when i was so young i used to dream about buyign a footbal . My daily pocket money was around 1 Syrian pounds which is 25 USD centes. with all the inflation today the USD equals 54 SP . The football price was 350SP= 87.5 USD ... meaning i needed to save for 12 months to buy a football. well eventually my parents used to help alot and alomst buy me the ball.

Today my minimal income 500 USD and the price of the ball is around 74 USD . with the same old days equition ( 12 months savings) i can buy more than 80 footballs. i am so independant :)

why mentioning all this ? not to talk about feeling independant as much as to talk about enjoying life. Most of the people i know including myself keep striving to gain more and more products. up to date laptops, degital cams, superiory furnished houses, last model cars, jewelery... and more and more? and when we do not get these things, we simply get upset. Where any of these our best dreams in our childhood days?

Can we walk on the thin wall?

Can we step in the water ponds?

Can we stay out late ?

Can we choose not to go to our job tomorow ?

Can we simply tell what we want ?


most of these questions can be answered YES.
:)

I just wrote this becuse effectively this year, my monthly income will exceed 4,000 USD ...will my current dreams change too :)?

what was your simple dream when you were a child ?

Is terrorisim merely a deep threat to our lives and our childrens' lives ? or is it a rewarding business too !?

after september 11th the whole world became aware of terrorisim terminology. Today the whole world agrees about the importance of unifying terrorisim fighting policies, procedures and mechnisims .

However a big business is groing on and on to the degree that terrorisim business needs to be classified by the WTO with some comparession to sex business. Both are dirty unethical and rewarding.

Many parties are getting huge benefits from the terrorisim, security tools and procedures, movies and even wars are few examples .

Fighting terrorisim needs a deep understanding to its basic roots. The west is still analyzing the issue from an external counter side. But the keys are hanged inside.

Fundemental questions need to be answered in a serious attempt to reflect to terrorism and fight it appropriately and timely.

Is terrorisim attributed to islam only? is it attributed to muslims ? or is it embeded in the western culture since a while? what about some parts of spain, ireland, africa and even young students int the united states schools ?

could all the guns and bloods demonstrated in american movies levergae the terrorisim level or there is no such coorelation?

was the terrorisim a demonsttration of bad economical conditions, low education and disapperaring of logic and philosophy ? or is it a result of badly funded businesses?

What is the war against terrorisim? is it endless? are not there time limits to the mission ? where is the enemy?


Without deep invistigation of the terrorists and their local communities the fight against terrorists is so frightning becuse it is dangerous. It is frameless, timeless, enemyless...

What can we do ? ? ?

Whatever your religion is i want to share this with you ...

two days ago my elder aunt went to hospital, now she is not very okay, she can not move her right side.

I magnified how a humanbeing might all of a sudden turn to be so dependant . so weak and so pitfull,,,

This is teaching me a lesson, to work hard and contribute more positively to humanity before ones get so dependant or even die.

whatever your religion is i hope you can share me a pray for my aunt to stand healthy so soon. I love her and her illness tought me another lesson I hope i will not forget soon.